I really need to blog more, Also a speedy update

Yeah i have been absolutely lazy and uninspired lately. Speedy the duck had a little setback and is doing a weird thing where he twist his neck around . It may be because this is how he is comfortable but I am not sure. My girlfriend thinks I am spending too much time with the duck but he is so innocent an lovable and there is a little guilt about leaving him by himself during the day.

I really do need to step up the job search and she is probably correct in that I have been using him(speedy as an excuse.) I think ,and I hate to say it I have a little bit of depression going on and part of it is the Empathy I have for my little ducks situation. The picture above was prior to his head turning. I think he may have scratched his eye and is protecting it , but with the trauma when he was young it could also be something neurological. Hopefully not.
So I still have an actually Secret Project and my girlfriend who is absolutely not supportive of some of my crazy ideas think this is a good idea. I have been working out the details using Freemind. If you are a venture capitalist willing to sign a non-disclosure/non-compete , I would love to talk to you.
Ok, that is my update for now and I promise I will try to blog more in 2010

Speedy Learns a new trick

So the people that know me also know I have an adopted pet duck that can't  walk. When I am home I am his flock so he ends up leaning on my shoulder or balancing on my knee while I am on the computer.
For those of you that think ducks are stupid not so. First he has a language that I have taught him . you would have to hear it to understand, but he calls for food and tells me when he has pooped.
His newest trick, one of two that he knows, is to give you kisses on your cheek . You ask for kisses then he rubs against your cheek. I will try to get a video soon

I need a real job

Yeah I have been job hunting  halfheartedly partly becauase it is still summer , kind of and Speedy ( the wonder duck). He does get upset when I am not home and even though I have been consistently trying to find him a home he is a special needs duck so not a lot of people want him.
Anyone in Massachusetts that has a job to offer feel free to email me, really