I really need to blog more, Also a speedy update

Yeah i have been absolutely lazy and uninspired lately. Speedy the duck had a little setback and is doing a weird thing where he twist his neck around . It may be because this is how he is comfortable but I am not sure. My girlfriend thinks I am spending too much time with the duck but he is so innocent an lovable and there is a little guilt about leaving him by himself during the day.

I really do need to step up the job search and she is probably correct in that I have been using him(speedy as an excuse.) I think ,and I hate to say it I have a little bit of depression going on and part of it is the Empathy I have for my little ducks situation. The picture above was prior to his head turning. I think he may have scratched his eye and is protecting it , but with the trauma when he was young it could also be something neurological. Hopefully not.
So I still have an actually Secret Project and my girlfriend who is absolutely not supportive of some of my crazy ideas think this is a good idea. I have been working out the details using Freemind. If you are a venture capitalist willing to sign a non-disclosure/non-compete , I would love to talk to you.
Ok, that is my update for now and I promise I will try to blog more in 2010

I miss Jim The cat

Jim the cat was originally a nuisance when I lived in Worcester. He would sneak in if you left the door open and hide on the floors where people did not know he was. After I had left the upstairs neighbor ,Cassie, was looking for a home for him. I had seen jim for 2 years on edgeworth st .Never thought about taking him in until Cassie asked. I had moved back in with Mom so we also set up a room for Jim. My nephew and I have become very attached since his arrival in November. The first time my Mother let him out he was missing 2 1/2 day . He came back in the middle of the night lookingmeowing and looking for food. Everyone loved Jim He hated to be picked up and was very vocal about letting you know that. He loved to be patted though he would walk under your hand and almost demand it if you were sitting on the chair.
We have put up posters and walked the streets calling his name but jim has been missing since November 22nd We have not actually found him so there is still hope that maybe he has snuck into someone else house or garage. I hope for the best but fear the worst and I am deeply saddened by his mysterious disappearance.